I am lonely , its pathetic

I have to admit this, honestly if anyone would have the social life that I have, he would hate being me, the only thing that made me accept this and believe its normal, lts being INTJ. Although i know many people whom i have great realshionships with and if we meet we would be friendly, but the truth i am 22, and since i was 17y.o i am very lonely, i almost dont have any conversations exept for my close family. If my parents and my Lil bro dies, i probably wont have discussions with anyone for months. Pathetic