WTW for sucking someone off non-sexually.

What is a nonsexual synonym for sucking someone off. Not litterally. For example: "I know I'm just sucking myself off but I feel sagely as shit right now" or "I know you love sucking off Elon Musk but come the fuck on." I tried to look it up, but exactly what you would expect to come up came up instead. No matter how many specifying terms I added. I can't say the phrase "sucking myself off" to my mother. I hevily struggle with lethologica. (this post is urgent)