A mini rant.

This isn't a long rant by any means but I'm 16, im fat and short lets be real my fatass aint getting no girl but i just want a girl, no i dont want sex or whatever what i want is genuine love, affection, hugs all that shit (my love launge is physcal touch) but what sucks more is that all my friends have their own girlfriends and sometimes when we hang out their significant other also comes and im being a third wheel but i have been awake all night and watching tiktok as people do and i saw a video of people cuddling and i got a pang in my chest. LET ME HAVE LOVE IM BEGGING😭😭😭.