I want yall to break me emotionally

first of all I aint a masochist, but a friend of mine asked that I did this to him, and now I wanna try it out, since he aint good at it, I decided why not let reddit ppl do it instead.
info u can use to break me: terrible big brother, fuckin weeb(weird one, really weird one), obssesed w anime girls, corn watcher, stupid fatass, full of dumb problems that can be solved easily, lack discipline and consistency, hate myself when I look in the mirror, easy to manipulate, opens up easily, extremely sensible (I dont think that tho),I call ppl online my family, my ex had a very unstable mental state and needed my help and I just let her go,