my scars trigger my girlfriend

just found out my gf is triggered by my scars bc they are worse than hers she said it makes her want to go deeper and views it a little bit like a competition i dont know how to feel about this bc i understand being triggered by scars but it makes me feel guilty for wearing clothes that show sh

i dont show fresh things and ive never shown any scars no matter how old until i met her and she made me feel comfortable with it until she admitted that while drunk ik i dont have any control for her triggers but idk what to do