I LOVE MY LIFE NOW

I have moderate OCD, health anxiety, emetophobia, mild body dysmorphia, and depression. I put off taking SSRIs for years because I was terrified of permanent effects. Well, last fall my depression was at its worst, and I was willing to try anything. I started 10mg Prozac in October. The side effects were rough (see my note at the bottom), but I also stopped constantly crying starting from that first day.

Four weeks later, I felt amazing. Guys, I feel normal for the first time in my life! I could take walks every day, feel excited about my hobbies, and I became incredibly consistent. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, I LOVE MY LIFE. My partner says I laugh more frequently and I'm more independent. I only wish I had taken Prozac sooner! I am a better person, too; I feel more compassionate and affectionate. I think my body looks great. My sex drive is higher, even though orgasming takes about twice as long.

The most persistent side effects are disrupted sleep, and occasional ringing in my ears, but I am more than willing to pay that price to wake up every day feeling truly happy.

I'm now at 20mg because around month 3, I noticed I was having breakthrough anxiety and depression. I am back to feeling fantastic.

Note: If anyone is interested, I made a post detailing my daily log from the first 4 weeks of starting Prozac.