i feel like there’s something wrong with me and food but i don’t what what

it relates to food. there’s some food i can’t eat because the textures which i know us normal but ill gag. tonight i had creamy chicken noodle soup which sounded and tasted good but as i ate it, i started getting sick thinking about the food. i didn’t finish it but i had to put it down and physically gagged knowing i ate it and genuinely worried that id have to make myself puke because of it. i feel gross now. i dont know why but im tired id this