I don’t got one person to even look at

You really take all the small interactions with people for granted. I can’t see my friends back home, hug my sister after too many bad days, or go into my parents room to relax because I need a break from it all. Just me, alone, in my apartment in university. Not a single friend to do anything with. All my friends and family are voices over the phone. I can’t see them, have physical contact with. I don’t remember my last hug. It’s hard to make friends when you have horrible anxiety, especially after the last time where I tried and it ended just as bad it could get. I just want someone to be around me physically