my future

I find myself thinking a lot about how much I miss someone special. It’s not just her physical presence I miss; it’s the warmth and comfort of having her close. I want to be right next to her, to share that simple, intimate connection.

Through my feelings for this person, I’ve discovered so much about myself. I used to think of intimacy in a pretty shallow way, focusing mainly on physical attraction. But now, I see it’s about something deeper. It’s not just about desire; it’s about a genuine, heartfelt connection that makes me want to be near her out of love, not just lust.

It feels a bit strange for me because I’m not used to this kind of feeling—wanting someone without it being purely about physical desire. But it feels right and feels good in a way. There’s something powerful about being close and seeing her that makes me fall in love all over again.

It might seem odd, but it’s real. In this new kind of love, I’ve found something truly meaningful.