How to still enjoy Kandi after a breakup

Hey, I don’t know if this is really allowed on this sub, but yesterday my partner broke up with me out of nowhere. The thing is, I didn’t know what Kandi was before I met them, and they introduced me to Kandi and I fell in love with it. The problem is, I don’t know if I’ll be able to make Kandi for a while without thinking about them. I guess I need advice on how to eventually be able to make Kandi again, because I don’t want to give up Kandi. Any advice is appreciated, thanks :)