Do you feel a sudden realization that "you exist"?

Something more than an existential crisis. I am not talking about being aware of the weirdness of existence, even feelers know that. Something, even deeper. Like time slows down, the feeling of void, being scared, amazed, and confused at the same time about the fact that the universe exists, you exist.

I can't put it in words, but I guess you would know what I mean.