Need to rant

I am feeling quite low right now just looking at past photos with my family and feeling miserable. Why is everyone so selfish? Why can’t they even be respectful to people from whom they take so much?

I just don’t get it.

I gave so much to my family. I spent like nearly 90% of my 10 years savings on them. I bought a house for my mom and dad. My dad took a loan for my eldest sister’s wedding. I paid the loan. It was my yearly salary then. I kept giving until I had a shocker and realisation when my marriage ended with a narcissist. I realised so much of whom I was is because of my family. How everyone kept taking and I kept giving which made me this person that was so vulnerable.

Why???

I feel so used. What is wrong with everyone. Why is it so hard to love like truly love people around you. And the saddest part is my own dad!! Why does it have to be so exploitative.