Guwahati is making me suffocated

So I am back in Ghy after magh Bihu celebration and winter vacation. I lived in Ghy for 1 and a half year now.

Today I did not have any class, I just scrolled YT shorts whole day. This is making me sick. I am not like this. I don't feel like going to college anymore. Thankfully tomorrow there is no important class.

Well, I am a friendly human being, I have friends, all of them are from Ghy. I feel suffocation while talking to them. They complain a lot. They have some kind of superiority complex. Idk why.

Sometimes I feel like I just need someone, then I remember I never felt calm with anyone.

I travel around ghy alone. Ik my friends may come if I ask them to. But no I want peace.

There are guys asking me out on dates. But I don't like any of them. I had been to a few dates, nothing worked out and I am not going to try again. Many on dating apps are creeps who don't know to have a conversation and want hook ups.

I really want to love living in Guwahati. I haven't lost hopes though.

I don't want to admit but I am homesick.(Breaking my tsundere character)

So what should I do tomorrow?