I just really don’t know how to start

I really don't trust the youtube tutorials with like 10m views, cause I bet that's the ones that everyone watched and everyone failed or is stuck in a loop. I tried watching them and it's just so fucking agonising and frustrating and they just waffle for like 20 minutes and barely actually show you how to play.

If there's any ways like other tutorials, websites, tactics you could tell me that'd be great. Or if u could convince me watching these guys are worth it. thanks