Another day not breaking 100

Have never broke 100. The game falls apart pretty regularly for me. Very irritating because I can also drive the ball to 275 (straight ) a few times in a round and have some pretty decent chips and other shots . So it’s not like I’m a total scrub but, overall too many blowup holes, making it impossible to break 100. That being said I will keep trying until I do. For context , I have a foundation from when I was in my early teens, but have not played regularly until nine months ago. Curious how long it took a lot of you to start regularly breaking 100? I definitely tend to let things get to my head when things go wrong and let it get the best of me i.e. rushing shots because I’m frustrated, etc. I do start each round of golf with good intentions and think OK, Today is the day I can do this.