Weird that I get kinda turned on sometimes when I get catcalled/ogled/groped in public?
Went out last night and had a couple separate instances where a rando dude copped a feel of my ass / crotch when brushing past each other in a crowded space. Nonconsensual touching is absolutely not acceptable behavior, yet…it kinda turns me on whenever I’m a “victim” of it?
I know I should feel pissed when that happens but instead I just get kind of aroused. Like I start fantasizing what if they acted on their lust…
I’m also a part of a gay sports league and will sometimes noticed guys staring when I change in front of them. And I kinda actually like the attention?
Anyone else have this reaction to unsolicited staring/touching?