Worst part of being a closeted exmuslim?

For me.. It is pretending that I care. Pretending that I bother.

It is unbelievably absurd to me that a faith that provides almost no evidence for its behalf, instead, has tons of things going against it when seen from the lenses of psychology/history/science.. And yet, people can devote ther whole lives in it. Not only that, but also force others to do the same.

If it isn’t the greatest lie ever told to humanity, I don't know what else is.