Is "ruining" something you like by getting sick while engaging with it such a HUGE part of anyone else's phobia?

Ive noticed that a largeee part of my phobia is the fear of something I love being ruined for me forever because I got sick while engaging with it. Last time I was sick (the time that traumatized me and gave me this phobia) I as watching a movie and got abt halfway through until I had to stop watching and throw up. Ever since then I literally cannot even think about that movie without panicking, any mention of it my ocd and anxiety goes crazy thinking it's a sign Ill be sick again or something. Now I just got really panicked because I've been on edge all week since noro is going around, I drank a big sugary coffee and got a stomach ache and now I'm nauseous, and the thing I'm most afraid of is having one of my most favorite songs ruined for me forever by associating it with getting sick (I was practicing playing it on the keyboard when I started panicking).

I've realized this is a very big reason why I'm scared of throwing up all the time- because it's like "oh God this good thing is happening to me what if I ruined it for me forever by throwing up right now".

Does this effect anyone else a lot???