Lost too much gambling, now it haunts me everyday.

2024 when opportunity hits me i earn so much easy money from my online hustle then i started gambling thinking i could make more and become super rich but turns out it made me go back to poverty!

Lost around $90k. i know it's small in usd but in my 3rd world country it's 5m+ could've bought properties, build multiple business and live comfortably at the age of 24!

Now i don't earn much anymore my online hustle not making money no more.

Anyway, nobody knows my gambling addiction and losses even my own family since i'm a loner no friends so literally i just spent all the money gambling! Feels like i was in a dream for a year couldn't believe i could earn that much since i only finished grade/elementary school and minimum wage here is around $10 day.

Sorry for my english.