Gonorrhea
I just got a call from the county health department that I tested positive for gonorrhea. I had my first prenatal appointment last week and apparently they tested me for STDs as part of a normal pregnancy blood draw?
I've been in a monogamous relationship with my husband for 7 years. He's the only person I've ever had any form of sex with. And I'm the only person he's so much as kissed for our entire relationship. I have no idea how I got this, unless he's lying to me and has been unfaithful...but that seems just as, if not more, unlikely as a false positive...so I dont know.
I trust him, but my brain is reeling and I dont know what to believe anymore. I have an appointment with the county in the morning to provide them with my sexual history (they won't take my grand list of 1 over the phone -_-) and plan to get another test done then just in case.
I just needed to get this out somewhere. I'm struggling to parent (SAHM to 3) and school my oldest since I got the call. But I can't tell this to any of my friends...at least not yet.
And I'm scared what this means for the baby, I mean, I dont have any idea what this means for a first trimester fetus - we were so happy I was pregnant again (and this is supposed to be the last one). But I'm afraid of misinformation on google....or maybe I'm afraid I'll be convinced that my husband cheated? Ugh. I just don't know.