Sick and tired of these sh¡ty bookstores

I wanna be smart and esthetic and shit, I don't want my choices to be "twisted love" "Colleen Hover" "الفستق" or أسامة مسلم (though I do remember enjoying his books when I started reading, so definitely no hate towards him) I want to own proper english books, idk, like Russian literature or Japanese poetry, I want to collect a library that says "yeah I'm that guy 😎" typashit. I feel so cheap reading from my phone☹️