I have no friends.

I never had friends, I tried to make friends but they always leave me. I struggle to talk to people outside my family. I don't what's wrong with me. I keep telling myself that it'll be different this year. I tell myself that I don't need friends, all I want is a friend. I see all my classmates talking about how much fun they had at the sleepover or at X person's birthday. All my siblings have friends so what's wrong with me why don't I have friends? I put in the effort so where are the results?

Edit: I made a friend!!!