Today I cried over an apple

My bank account is frozen and I've been buying groceries with my dwindling supply of coins. Mostly shelf stable stuff. The cheap bulky kind. But today I splurged and bought a single apple. When I got home and started putting stuff away I realised it wasn't in my bag. I guess it never got bagged at the counter. It literally cost a 10th of what I paid todag and I couldn't help it, I just sobbed over a single apple.