Any Advice

For contex. Im a 14 year old girl, and bisexual

Ive known this girl, let’s call her A since 7th grade and A is also bisexual, we are in 9th grade now but different high schools yet we talk on the phone a lot. I learned that A like me at one point…I just didn’t see the signs. This last summer, we talked 24/7 on the phone and I started liking her, a lot. Then our first year of high school started this other girl came in the picture, Let’s call her B, and we also went to middle school with her but we weren’t close friends.

They started dating and I wanted to be happy for them but it became harder and harder. I had this other girl C, who I dated for a bit in sixth grade but then she moved and we broke up then she came back 8th grade and then, She and I were also becoming something over the summer, and C and I were going to the same high school. To say the least I lost feelings for her on the first couple of school weeks but then they came back. C and I are best friends now, really touchy one. She has a boyfriend, and Im happy for them.

A and B broke up a bit after they started dating bcuz A’s mom found out and wtv. She said they would keep talking but not dating. Everytime she talked abt her and B my energy will just leave my body all the time. And I like her. I was talking to her today and she said her and B were back together. I couldn’t help but feel jealous and annoyed, but I can’t even be mad.

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