I think I don't like my parents anymore.

So I just woke up, I'm on my periods and stomach paining a lot. And cause it's makar Sankranti a neighbour aunty came to our house, my mother and she was drinking tea then she asked about me, and asked if I don't have classes today. Then my mother replied saying maharani (queen) isn't waking up now, why would she, she doesn't have any work, I will do everything, so she will keep sleeping comfortably ; Do you really think she's not listening to us? She is but still she's pretending like she's asleep. So I woke up and told her do you think I'm sleeping cause I want to have fun? You haven't experienced period pain? You would've understood. She said "wah, bahat bada kaam kar liya" (wah, you have done a great job), my father also said so you just woke to say this?

Yesterday I came back from school, and i told her I got periods, and my sister in law called me, maybe I will go there. Then she said oh so you mean I have to do all work? I'm your servant.

And not only this whenever I want to sleep during Sundays she says, do we don't do anything? Still we wake up right? Why can't you?

And many things, everyday I wake up and get scolded, every night i have to keep listening to their shitty stories, they says other kids are too good, but not me. They help their parents in work, but I don't. But actually I do, they never talk about it. Once my father literally beat me for a small reason, and and lots of things I hate. I don't want to stay here, this doesn't feel like a home. I'm too tired. I hate them, my last decision is to hate them infinity.