I love Re:Zero [Spoiler Discussion]

Bro, I can get mad at the author piling up a billion mysteries and seemingly wanting to resolve everything in the last arcs, but the build up is absolutely insane. One of my biggest wishes was for someone close to Subaru to find out the truth about RBD... And it happened. Now I'm extremely excited about how he's going to detail Petra's mentality. It's such a complex feeling to describe when just by continuing to breathe, someone is sacrificing themselves every moment so that you can continue living. Is it to feel gratitude or regret? Shi has absurd potential