I f*cked up… again

I’ve only been vaping a few months but got addicted. I’ve got ADHD so it’s easy enough. I tried to quit twice now. And both times same thing happened. Gave away my vapes to friends, only to then give in as soon as I got into a sh*try mood. I do vape much less overall now, so that’s a win. And I got the Quit sure app, planning to start today. I guess I’m just looking for encouragement to try again, walking down the street vaping and literally hating myself