Colposcopy today immediately told I need a LEEP

So I had my colposcopy today and I was so full of nerves the woman who took my blood pressure was like…are you super nervous? And I bursted out into tears lol. I cried my eyes out laying there I just couldn’t help it. The first biopsy …immediately stopped crying I was like oh shit…that’s it? Second one..not bad but of course it’s uncomfortable and I just want it over with..but the third hurt. It wasn’t awful to be completely honest it was just very tender in that area he was in and I absolutely HATE getting even a simple PAP it hurts me and it’s uncomfortable. He did have a hard time getting the bleeding to stop but I will say my doctor and the nurse were heaven sent. They walked me through every step, kept telling me I was doing great and it was almost over, basically like a child lol but it was very comforting. My legs were shaking uncomfortably and I kept apologizing I think it was just from all the anxiety. Anyway the doctor said immediately after that I will deff need a LEEP and he wants to do it in the hospital under GA since he had a hard time stopping the bleeding today. I’m assuming that’s because he could see the abnormalities in my cells. Now I’m just anxiously waiting for my results. He said he would call me in a week. Overall would I want to do it again? Of course not…but was it horrendous like stories I’ve read on here? No. Just cramps and discomfort for a bit. So I hope this helps anyone reading…don’t freak yourself out!! I’m telling you I took 5 years off my life over the amount of anxiety I had over this procedure and it’s nothing you can’t handle! Just make sure you talk to your doctor and ask lots of questions! The fact he took so long in answering my questions and didn’t seem annoyed at all and told me everything would be okay absolutely helped me!