Loving him was my deepest mistake

I loved him with my whole heart, my soul, my entire being. I gave him everything, every ounce of love, trust, and devotion I had. And today, I found out it was all a lie. For a whole month, he went back to his ex, while I sat here believing in us, believing in him.

The worst part isn’t just that he left. It’s that he faked it all. Every word, every promise, every reassurance nothing was real. He made me believe I was his future, only to rip it away like I was nothing. Like I never mattered.

I don’t even know how to exist in this pain. I feel empty, shattered beyond repair. He gave me false hope, led me on, made me dream just to watch me break. And the worst part? He’ll move on like I never even existed. While I’m here, drowning in a love that was never real.