No…😭😔

Being hiki and neet… I’m looking for the way to go back to the past… I feel like I’m so old even though I’m 20 now but I didn’t experience teenage life like everyone… I feel like Heisei era was better for me… it’s been 7 years since the Gengo turned into Reiwa from Heisei but all of my suffering exactly began 7 years ago… maybe the emperor decided to retire his job earlier before his death, (usually emperor change when the former emperor died and then next emperor will be on his job and Gengo changes) so the world transferred to different one. Or maybe I accidentally came to this parallel universe.