cya lmao
ughh fuck so, i already know how pathetic and irresponsible this is going to seem but i dont really care right now, ive taken a calculated risk (i just hope my math skills are sharp) I'm leaving the FPE subreddit and community as a whole, I've been here for a while, and it's been a blast of course! But now it's gotten to the point where it's stopped bringing me joy and has just started eroding me away, and that fucking stinks and i dont really want that - Why am I doing this you may ask? Well 1. personal differences and my favorite things drifting over time, of course, we don't need to get into that you already get the gist - and 2. the main reason, the Fanganronpa Friday thingymbobber pressured me into it, I bit off more than I could chew and now my mouth is starting to hurt from trying, truth is, writing just isn't something I have any passion for, it's actually painful trying to pull the words out of my brain, everytime I've tried to make compromises, extend the time! Try doing comics instead! Just write less, 4head! With this newest attempt at making the painful thing less painful, moving it to another time block, also very much not working, it almost did but then my FUCKING COMPUTER DECIDED TO CRASH AND RESET ALL OF MY PROGRESS, I WAS SO CLOSE TO FINISHING AND THEN IT ALL JUST VANISHED, GAAAAAAAAAA anyways, rather than grin and bear it and suffer for the next few weeks of my life, or neuter the project even further and leave it a husk of it's former self that's not even worth it's own time block, I'd rather give it some tact and hand it off to someone else, which brings me to the main call-to-action of this post..
The Goof-off threads and Fanganronpa are from now on PAUSED, for the Fanganronpa, if you have been interested in the story up until now and have a passion for writing and murder mystery and creativity and all that sh'bang, and this seems like something you'd enjoy doing, than PLEASE! I BEG OF YOU! APPLY FOR THE MOD APPLICATIONS AND TAKE THE ROLE! It would mean everything!
(If you can do the Fanganronpa posts than the goof-off threads shouldn't really be a problem for you either I don't think, but you could specify which ones you wanna do if you'd like for... some fucking reason)
Ah, I'm not sure most people even pay attention to those posts anyways, so it doesn't really matter in the end, and yes, I get it, chickening out and getting pressured into leaving the community over one little game because I was too much of a procrastinatey bitch to do it is lame - but like I said, I don't really care at this point, the pot has been getting hotter for a while, and it's only now just reached boiling, I do not wish to be associated with this community anymore, and I do not wish to let myself and what I've started get bastardized further, I get this is a pretty damn not understandable post, but I hope you can understand a little bit.
I would just like to say that I love you all, you all are some of the most fantastic artists, animators, writers, creators, and people in general I have ever met, this community through it's ups and downs has been a blissful experience, I truly mean it when I say this community is fantastic and joining it was one of the best decisions I've ever made, even if I'm going AWOL, and even if my desires don't line up with the communities' anymore, I wouldn't have dedicated so much of my life to any other fandom. Ya'll are wonderful, remember to be kind to yourself, be kind to others, and to chase your dreams. I'm sorry I had to leave this way, ciao.
Oh, and one more time, be sure to take a gander at this fantastic piece of art before I go ja? Drawn by the lovely u/RoyalBarnacle2253, this image is genuinely one of my favorite drawings on the internet jnrfjfrjf, thank you so much Royal Barnacle ily 🫶
