Am I doing something wrong or Riverpod sucks?

I am trying to use Riverpod as an MVVM and currently is pain in the a$$.

I keep losing state and I feel it riverpod is more of something to use for caching rather than state.

I have a situation where my MVVM depends on other Riverpods that are treated as Services but I always have to use manual subscription as on build method I lose the mutations ...