WHY DID I SHAVEEEEE

been on t for almost 2 years n grow a semi successful beard BUT my mustache is a little wimpy bcs i haven’t touched it since like a few months on t for sensory reasons. decided to SHAVE EVERYTHING I LOOK LIKE A WOMAN OR A 13 Y/O BOY BUT MOSTLY A WOMAN AND I AM NOT OKAY WITH THIS 5 o clock shadow better come in clutch or ELSEEEE. this is sick.