I'm literally crying my eyes out right now

Being alone doesn't bother me usually but tonight it got to me really bad. Everywhere I went people were with others.

I had nothing better to do so I went to Walmart. There was not one person that I saw that was alone. People were with others and even showing PDA.

I got my things and got out of there but had over a half hour wait for my bus. I watched person after person walking with someone. My eyes were getting heavy but I fought the tears.

My bus came and I couldn't wait to get back to my shitty apartment. It was a night bus so it doesn't come down my street. I had to pass the gay bar and there were people outside smoking and some were just talking and kissing.

Once I got home then I just couldn't hold it in anymore. It hit so hard realizing no human ever loved and cared about me. I'm so alone.