why can’t she just admit she isn’t attracted to me?

sex is about physical attraction and that’s it. i’m so sick of her excuses. i’m sick of every reason under the sun being a valid reason to not be intimate. like, no. you’re just not into me. i don’t kno why she can’t admit it.

i tell her all the time if she just tells me she’s not attracted to me i’ll leave. isn’t that what she wants? why would you want to date someone you aren’t attracted to? i don’t get it.

i feel disgusting every day because of her. and i refuse to believe it’s her depression or her trauma that randomly resurfaced or she’s too tired or whatever it is.