Proper on discord after the match today

Proper: I feel so sorry for the fans because we lost today’s game. We prepared a lot and talked a lot every day, but we actually lost. It’s not unfair. I think everyone who watched today’s game must have been upset by the disappointing performance, but I’m sorry. I’ve been under a lot of pressure and obsessive-compulsive myself lately, so it’s hard to overcome it. I’ve always shown myself good performances in competitions since I first became a professional, and l’ve been a professional for a long time now. I felt confident in myself and didn’t feel pressured even if people around me looked forward to it because the play didn’t go the way I wanted to play recently, so I couldn’t trust myself. It’s actually very hard. After losing today, I actually thought a lot about it, but I don’t know. Thank you so much for saying every single good thing that the fans say after the show. I don’t usually say things like this, but I don’t know. I felt a lot of obsessive-compulsive and burdened, so I wanted to talk about it We still have a competition left. We’ll do our best. Thank you to the fans who cheered for us today

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