losing my mind at home

i’m home for winter break, have been since december 13th snd will be until jan 31st. i feel like im losing my mind. im so bored. my three roommates are back at school, doing winter classes and they all live in state while im out of state.

i’ve finished multiple books and played video games and i have no idea what else to do these last two weeks or so. i want to work but my manager is being flimsy and wont respond or give me hours, and i have no money. i cant think of anything to do that doesnt cost money. i feel like im going stir crazy because the only thing i can do is stay at home and do the same 10 things ive been doing or go do something that’ll cost me money. like im at a loss.

and im not mad or upset with my roommates at all i just wish i was there with them. i guess technically i could go back but i dont know. it’s getting closer to the next semester starting but i just. i feel like im genuinely going to go insane. especially since all the rest of my friends are already back at their schools. please give me suggestions 😔😔