Need inspiration

Im 34 and i feel like my life is over. Im compensated so i dont have the ascites or jaundice but i still dont have alot of hope and idk if i have the strength to get through this. I wake up everyday breathing heavy and lightheaded. The stress of it all is killing me. Im pretty much all alone when it comes to dealing with this. I dont know what is true or not! I dont know if i will live to see 40 years old. Some people say you can live a long life, some even say its reversible to some degree.