My creep brother who used to CSA me is unemployed and his creepiness has been cranked up to 500%

He’s in his mid 30s and currently unemployed. He’s usually extremely childish, annoying and at least a little bit creepy, but now that he’s unemployed, this horny creep has cranked it all the way up. Just a few minutes ago he was just standing there breathing down my shoulders, after willingly entering my room which I always keep closed, just for the sake of it.

He used to regularly sexually assault and molest me as a child, ever since I started university and moved to my home country I’ve been stuck living with him, that’s 6 years of this torment. He is filthy, annoying and creepy. Years ago he would enter my room just to lie down on my bed in paint me like one of your french girls position and stare at me. After several mental breakdowns and extremely loud arguments where he made himself out to be the victim, he toned this down to just coming into my room every once in a while just to ask a stupid question and stare at me.

I have a stressful, draining job, and this person is what I have to come back to every single day after a long tiring shift, even my weekends are anxiety filled and I genuinely struggle to get out of my room because the creepiness immediately begins the moment I’m in his sight. I keep bottles in my room to piss in just so I don’t leave my room.

He was about to get married, mind you, to an exploitative woman who didn’t love him, but then my other brother interfered and now he’s back to “dating”, and by that I mean meeting women that my mom introduced him to. Every woman he meets he barges into my room just to vent about how unattractive sh was.

There were times where he'd ask me to send a colleague of his some files on his laptop.. and his search history is right there out in the open.. he doesn't feel ashamed that I might see his horny google searches, which leads me to believe he WANTS me to see it.

Jesus christ… what the fuck did I do to deserve this? I want to cry, why won’t he just FUCK OFF and go somewhere far the fuck away from me??

I spend my weekends playing video games, disconnecting from work and talking to my friends that I love, respect and value very much, and if it wasn't for him I'd fully recharge and go into work feeling much more energized.. but fucking god, he ruins every single day of my life.