Got an internship but feeling demotivated ..

So i am pursuing my btech in CS from tier 69 college i am currently in 4th semester. I got my first internship in starting of 2025 i was very happy first few days i got to learn so many new things which i earlier dont know . It was like i saw some progress in myself i was feeling like can do something. But then my college started i visited my college for NOC . But one of the teacher started saying 2nd year mai kon internship karta hai its too early for you . Another said tumhari aabh internship laag gayi to aage nahi lgegi . I went to CRC ( corporate resource cell ) for NOC but they denied it saying that it is too early for you to have an internship. Then i told this to the company they said if they are not giving you NOC then you can discontinue or can join it later.Its ok but i fear my attendance can go down and the college can detain me . Now i am feeling kind of FOMO like no one in my class have got an internship i am the only one. I am feeling like i have done a kind of mistake for applying for this internship. Any experienced please help