You know what? I thought about breaking up too
During this difficult time for us, I also was unhappy. I felt mistreated, unheard and unloved. I thought about breaking up and how I’d be better off alone. The difference between us is that after processing my emotions I remembered the good things we had and made a choice to power through the rough patch because I valued our relationship. You didn’t, you ran when it got difficult, left me with a bleeding heart. You bottle up your emotions until you explode, take no responsibility for your actions and don’t cherish what you have. That’s why you ended up alone with no family at your age even after many tries. I am the prize and I will be better off eventually. I will heal and be happy.