Baby Boy tw:pregnancy lost

Hiii just a little rant because I’m active duty stationed in Sicily without any family and my husband is currently away for work. I’m currently 17 weeks pregnant with a beautiful baby boy and am over the moon happy,but I am terrified. every single day. I’ve had two miscarriages(one Jan 2022 and one Apr 2023) and an ectopic pregnancy (Mar 2022) so I’m constantly scared something bad is going to happen. I know every pregnancy is different and I’m so happy I’m this far along. I just wish I had friends here to talk to and lean on. I’m religious so I pray every day about the baby and my health. I know I am doing my best for my baby and I know whatever happens will happen for a reason, but I’m just so nervous and scared.