i need to be used

i so desperately just need to be used. Even with my prior Dominant partners, everything always felt too nice.

i need to be used, degraded, humiliated, and scared.

i need to be called a whore because i need both holes filled and threats of sharing me with other people while i pretend that's not what i want.

i need to be tied up, bound and gagged, and bred by Mommy.

i need to be spanked, whipped, slapped, spit on, and made to hurt for her.

Then i need cuddles and a book.

Being single sucks.