As a feminist, I am becoming resentful of women as a class because of their lack of solidarity

I consider myself a fierce feminist, but lately, I realise that most women are anti-women.

The Justin balconi case just sealed it for me. His most vocal supporters are women. These women don't care about the fact that there is strong evidence that he sexually harassed Blake. They make excuses for him, downplay the allegations against him, while amplifying his weak, nonsensical claims against Blake.

His lawyers were so sure that the world would turn against Blake because women are never believed. The fact that this was exposed, and all he had to do was leak chats of her claiming she had a solid group of friends who would support her through any trauma, had people on his side again.

We saw the same playbook with Depp. The most vile and hateful people vilifying Amber were women. Women even weaponised their sexual assault against her ("I was also sexually assaulted and my bruise didn't look like hers therefore she's lying").

Tomorrow, we will see the same scenario play out and it would be hordes of women allying with the man (no matter how bad his reputation is) against the woman. This will further embolden and incite more men to bully and harrass women because society(mostly women) will support him.

What is it about women as a collective that makes us lack self preservation so much? We see how cruel the world and men are to women, yet every opportunity we get, we amplify it by denigrating women? Do women not understand how incredibly dumb, weak and daft this makes them? They are so ready to help men suppress and oppress other women. To what end?

I see this even in the workplace. Female co-workers are much more nicer, welcoming, defensive and supportive of male co-workers than other female co-workers who they mostly ice out and try to sabotage at any opportunity, meanwhile the male co-workers are mostly lazy, careless talkers, inappropriate, but these women will laugh it off and make excuses for them. But let a female co worker breath wrong and they're trying to get her fired. Meanwhile the male co workers stick together and have each other's backs and would think nothing of throwing a woman (even if she's a friend) under the bus to save their bro.

I've concluded that as a class, women aren't very smart. It makes me believe that maybe women deserve all the bad things patriarchy does to them and it's pointless fighting it. We would be such a powerful demographic if only we had solidarity.

Sadly, I don't think it's a possibility.

At least not in this lifetime.