Idk if I’m aroace or if I’m just traumatized

I was peer pressured into have sex when I was 11/12 for a year with this girl who was a year younger than me. I became extremely uncomfortable after awhile with my body and with anyone touching me. Ive always thought all genders were attractive and I would develop crushes but I never wanted a relationship. I figured out that I’m pansexual but idk if I’m aromantic and/or asexual at all. Another random thing that may factor in is that although I’ve never been diagnosed with it, I’ve been told MANY times by many different people that they think I might have autism. Idk if maybe that might factor in with me not liking touch or not. I also feel like there maybe something else that happened in my past that I just can’t remember/blocked out. Another thing is I get horny and I’ll masterbate but idk how I feel about anyone else touching me. I have finally gotten to the point where I’m okay with laying on my friends shoulder/chest/legs and their arm being around me so I feel like I’ve gotten better with touch so it’s making me question my sexuality a ton. Thank you in advance! I’m also new to Reddit so sorry if I did something wrong lol.