Disulfiram + 4 days

Y’all know my question. The OG alcoholic enquiry on this sub. I took 1 250mg of disulfiram 4 days ago - the only I’ve ever taken. Can I finally drink again, or do I still need to wait?

My reaction to this med was not as I predicted - I wanted to push myself into longer periods of sobriety, periods I’d forged for myself through the desire and strength to be sober. On this medication, I feel trapped - not wanting or having the strength to be sober, while being physically unable to be otherwise. I am panicked with no where to run.

When can I drink again (while considering medical and behavioral alternatives to pursue longer-term sobriety in line with my goals)? Thanks,