grossed out by meat after seeing “muscle memory” videos

so i came across a video of meat apparently having “muscle memory” which basically just means the sodium within the meat is still activated or something so the muscles spasm despite the meat being cut already. ever since i saw this i am repulsed by meat and actually get chills when i think about it. i had just started getting into cooking for myself and started to love the taste of steak but now im just disgusted and cant even picture myself eating the meat. im even scared to see meat in my fridge. does anyone have any advice on how i can get over this because its making me really sad actually

disclaimer: please do not look up muscle memory videos of meat if you have a weak stomach or trypophobia because you will also risk being repulsed by meat