I just cried infront of my girlfriend

So, we had a argument over something. in that time I was extremely sick and weak. I told her that I was sick and not okay. I thought she was over that argument after I told her about my situation . but it didn't.

I tried to convince her while going through hospital and hospital and anxiety. but I failed.

we had no contact over half a month.yesterday when I met her, she asked me about my health. while describing what situation i was in ,I literally cried infront of her . I know I'm a weak man. I tried my best to hold my tears. but I couldn't hold it. after pulling myself together then I told her I'm sorry whatever happened between us,I wish I could solve everything, we had a perfect bond. but her response was like she was over it.main reason that affect our bond was because sometimes I neglected her,and didn't give any messages or call that's the thing that hurt her most.

our last moment was:I told her "I love you" when she was about to left. after hearing that,she left.

edit: I would like to thank each one every of you. I was going through a lot, after reading each one of your comments I'm feeling much better. it's feel like you guys are my second home.

love you all🩷