Calmness

I'm experiencing some kind of calmness. I don't know how to describe this feeling other than calling it a calmness. It's like a nicotine fit ended and I got that exhale I was craving. I still have some nasty problems I accept may be permanent but that agitation is calming. I think people here may understand. It feels like a milestone in healing.

30 years of SSRIs. 31 months into withdrawals.