I want to fucking die

I just spent an hour trying my best to grovel in a radfem subreddit and beg for them to see me with a shred of empathy and I always forget just how mean they can be. I sat down and poured my heart out about the pain I’ve experienced and my frustration with *those* trans lesbians and my empathy for the cis lesbians who have to deal with them. And all they did was spin my words around. My attempt to relate experiences between our two communities turned into a self-centered diatribe where I made myself the victim. God, I wish I was a real woman. I wish I was a real woman and not one of the evil fucking perverts they try to find a safe space from battering down their doors. I hate myself. I hate myself so fucking much. I should do the movement a favor and take one more man out of the world.